Surreal Pleasure

While sleeping

His kiss

His touch

My eyes closed deep into a soothing sleep

The warmth of his tongue

The pleasure of his suckle

My eyes open-Now fully awake

The wetness is real

He sucks more and more

I rise with a smile

Come up here I say to him

No he says- I’m not finished yet

The tingle throughout is too mush

I begin to squirm

As he sucks more and more

I say again- come up here

No – he says

His kiss

His touch

Has my mind is now in a pleasurable spiral

My body is a lake with a strong current

From the wetness I feel

From his kiss and his touch – is so surreal.

To be able to Love

To be able to love after your heart has been broken is inspiring.

To be able to love through all the BS that life gives is  beautiful.

To be able to love those who then hate on you is grownup.

To be able to love is a blessing.

To be able to LOVE……..

 

YOUR LOVE

May the Love you Desire

You Pass along

May the Love you Feel

be Felt

May the love you Dream

Come True

May the Love you Wish

Be Real

May the Love you Say

You Will

May You Love.

My Favorites

I’ve been called many things by men

My favorites have been

·        My Bliss

·        Take your Breath Away (TBA)

·        Like A Breath of Fresh Air

·        Baby girl

·        My wife

But - what I like most is ---

 I always leave a positive lasting impression of what a woman should be even when they were not ready for me.

Cougar Lookin’ at You

You yummy chocolate - young sight to see

You stand about 6’2’’with brown smooth skin

Your lips lookin’ so luscious

 

sweet and juicy like a plum

 

I want to suck your juices

 

I can teach you a thing or two

 

You look about a size 12 shoe

 

You don’t even know what to do wit’ all that

 

Let me take your hand

 

Let me show you how to grab my softness

 

How to mold it in your hands

 

You young sweet chocolate thing you

 

I just want to take you home and show you a few things

 

You only 22

 

But this cougar can show what to do.

Why Are You Playin? - It's the Gin

Damn

You Niggas make me Sick

And it's by my own doin'

I like yo Swag and Talk

But

Ya'll Niggas ain't SHIT

You Fake

You Cheat

You Lie

Then Come Back

As If

It's all Good

But

It's

All in yo Mind

Cause I let YOU back-in

I chose

To deal with you today

Till I get tired

Or

Another Nigga come along

Talkin' a lil betta'

Than You

And I Wanna get SOME

I know it's all a Game

But

Shit

I wanna play with

The one who plays Best

So-Yeah

Nigga

You make me Sick

But I can play TOO

NEXT!

Self-Defeat

Why do I have this insecure feeling over me?

Right now I do not feel worthy

I feel so incomplete

Did I miss something in my development?

Yes, love

My mother abandoned me

My father abandoned me

Who was there to take their place?

Manipulation

Lies

Defeat

Confusion

Rape

Molestation

Hurt

Pain

Now it all ends with Low Self-Esteem.